I sat behind the driver, on the passenger side. Outside the jeepney, vague yellow lights advertised a vacant city.
The vehicle looked like any other jeepney populating Manila's streets. Vivid patterns adorned the ceiling. Two cushioned benches ran along the sheet metal siding, from front to back.
He did not turn to face me. I only saw the back of his head, his hair black and shiny, typical of filipino men.
- I go to Faith Academy, I told him.
The small missionary boarding school felt as if it was around us in the dark, somewhere undefined behind the electric lamps.
Something entered the dream. I felt it lock me in.
The driver turned to me, his face pale, grey, hollow. I know your school, he said, as something dark worked its way around under his skin, like blood, rushing, cascading from top to bottom.
- We have several students there. Our blood runs in their veins, he said.
I could not breathe. I twisted, turned. His glare was gripping. It was all around me. It was the jeepney, the night, the yellow lights. He went on, but his words were deep, indistinct, a fierce growl, and I reached for the name of Jesus. I tried to call it out, but I had no breath. A rasp.
Jesus, I said from the bed. I was awake before The Name left my lungs. I was eighteen, sleeping in a bunk bed below Jon, across from Brendon. Faith Academy and all of its other dorms were asleep, except me and God and the Devil and only they knew what else.
Our dorm stood still atop its hill, and a GE wall fan rattled from side to side as I placed my feet against the cool wood of our floor.
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